It has been a week and a half since my resignation began and the process it getting easier (620). I am not as offended that supervisors now are telling staff (and quickly nipped the rumor mill in the bud by telling them myself via email). The process of telling clients I am leaving has been with a little less pain each and every day. I have had to check myself more than once when a client's reaction was not what I wanted or expected (which became a great topic for my first class last night-#621). I have had to question my reason for doing my job and ensure that this is not about me and my own personal gain (622). In the end, the transition is going smoothly and I am reducing my caseload, one client at a time (623).
Day after day, there continues to be more affirmation that this is exactly what I am supposed to be doing (624). I see the opportunities that abound as this happens (625), doors at my current job continue to close (so much for sentimental goodbyes) (626), I have people time and time again tell me that they are happy for me and know that I love teaching (627), and I realized yesterday how much I absolutely love teaching (628). I still wonder how I am going to eat or what I am going to do with my sudden free time and how I am going to find another full time job, but I am not even sweating it (629). I am looking forward to going part time for a little while, focusing on school, and really channeling myself into my classroom (630).
I keep listening to this song and think that it was written just for me (631).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsjZ94K7UQs
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